下周一是yaoyao在这里工作的最后一天，今天问她是不是特开心。她说就像飞出笼子的小鸟，飞向了自由的天空。我有些嫉妒，有些郁闷，虽然迟早会飞走，但是现在事情的不确定性导致时间的不确定性经常会让我心烦意乱进而郁闷加沮丧。  

以下测试地址剽窃自小思思的blog:

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

呵，像我么，好像有的前后有点矛盾

告别了07，奔赴08。

十几年前艾敬抱着一把吉他深情而小女人的唱着“一九九七快点到吧，我就能见到那个他”，今年仿佛有听到同样的曲调，但是唱的二零零七云云。二零零七的确是个对很多人很多事有重要意义的一年，香港回归十周年，重庆直辖十周年，我的本命年……其实每年过到年末的时候，都会觉得过去的这一年非常重要并且非比寻常，并且回忆起过去的时光，颇有些狼狈不堪的感觉。那感觉就好像是两个人一起向前跑着，但是你是被身边的人一直拉着向前跑的，当你们跑完了一个段落之后，你颇有些感叹，觉得自己居然也神奇的跑完了一个段落，并很想回头驻足品味一下，但是身边的人没你那么多小情绪，只是一个劲儿的拉着你跑向下一个段落。我们早早的知道了自己生命中有一半左右的时间是用在睡眠上了，再刨去吃饭娱乐摸鱼，真正干所谓的有意义的事情的时间少之又少。这样的觉悟依旧不能阻止我们继续浪费挥霍这仅有的有意义时光。有时我在想这样狼狈的感觉是人人都有，还是仅仅如我般没有最大限度的利用时间的人才有。后来觉得可能人人都有吧，只是程度不同，而且会随着自己标准的不同。可能一个人在大家眼里看来已经勤劳得不能再勤劳，跟人工智能机器人已经接近了，但是在他自己看来，可能还会抱怨自己昨晚早睡了一个小时导致那一个小时没有用来创造更多的人生价值。

这篇日志从07年写到了08年，也算是跨年之记了。在08年到来的前3分钟，我突然想起自己忘记了一件以前一直挺看重的事情：听钟声。3分钟的时间就算我即刻起床飞奔也不可能奔赴到那钟塔旁。过了这么些年，不知道那钟声有没有变化，下面会不会依然有人在那里听着钟声一声一声的从塔里传出来，然后是欢呼，和身边的人拥抱。每一个钟声都是和xy一起听的，圣诞，元旦，春节，千禧年……记得那年的圣诞，晚饭后xy非常随意的问我想给一个女生送双袜子，让我帮忙挑。我积极的问长问短还暗暗的猜到底是谁。钟声敲响之后，互道祝福，然后他就拿出了那双袜子送给我。现在看来是挺老套的情节了，也不知道是因为当时太单纯还是这情节是后来才变得老套，反正我死活是没有想过礼物是给自己的。^o^

07年末我纠缠完了《奋斗》，电视剧和书。想起来觉得挺好笑的，奋斗是我在如此短的时间里看完的最厚的书，世界名著也不曾有过如此大的吸引力。我一直挺害怕看厚书的。书里情节的确比电视剧更丰富，更耐人寻味。但我之所以纠缠于这东西那么久，是因为我一直不能很好的理解那里面发生的所有事情。于是我开始怀疑到底是石康不了解80后还是我不了解。但看起来前者的可能性更大。《奋斗》虽好看，但我总觉得它缺了点儿什么，不能引起特强烈的共鸣。整体感觉就是，有些粗糙，有些速食，有些夸张。
陆涛和夏琳的感情，撇开小说电视里那过于夸张地肉麻，虽坚贞可贵，但生活中，这样的一见钟情再历经如此多的分分合合还依然在一起，在我看来基本就是不可能的，尤其是这样的分分合合是发生在两个未定性的孩子，尤其是陆涛这样一个自我中心的人身上，我简直觉得那是不可能的。
向南和杨晓云这一对儿要说的就更多了，几乎所有的人都要指出向南最后放弃遥遥选择杨晓云简直就是让人极度不可理解的情节，但是看完书之后，我觉得石康想要传达的只是，向南因为浪漫和一时冲动，选择了杨晓云，但这事儿并没有因为电视的剧终而剧终，书中的陆涛说了一句意味深长的话：“我觉得遥遥比杨晓云要有力量，估计遥遥早晚会得到他！”有了这一句话，使得向南跟杨晓云复婚这一情节显得不会过于让人不能理解，你可以尽情想象之后可能发生的若干情节，但是我在电视剧中没有看到这一情节，也可能是我忽略了。另外我一定要指出一个题外话，当年李小璐因为出演《天浴》颇受好评，还得了金马奖影后，我没有看过《天浴》，但是之后怀着万般好奇的心态看过她的一部青春偶像剧和此剧之后，我真的感觉非常质疑她的演技。她在这两部剧中给我的感觉都是始终只有一个表情，而且只能睁着无辜的大眼睛扮可爱，透过那双眼睛和那张脸，我真的看不到更多关于人物内心的诉求．苍白，夸张而单薄．或许只能看看《天浴》才能扭转我的这种印象，又或许是这个演员的演技一直都没有进步过，而《天浴》就是她的巅峰之作了。
然后是米莱。米莱在我看来是个及其不理智的大小姐。后来她提到的，由于失去了这个男人，就从此告别KFC，pizza，冰淇淋云云在我看来是现实生活中不可能发生的事情。的确可能因为一个很重要的人戒掉一些东西，但是米莱所提到的很多都是日常生活所需，基本是不可能戒掉那么多的，要是现实生活中一个人告诉我她因为一个男人从此不干这个不干那个，我一定只会觉得她幼稚。事实也是，东西无错，错的只是人而已。后来陆涛陪着她一一克服那些共同的回忆的时候，我也觉得石康描述的反应也的确过激了。两人在冰淇淋店掉眼泪，还大哭，对着售货员不住地叫“不是这个不是这个”。不知道到底是因为石康眼中的80后是如此低情商还是果真如此，或者只是文学作品有些夸张而已，总之我是对很多夸张情节无法理解的。
质疑的地方还有很多，但是说到这里我突然不想说了，面对一部文学作品，我是否有些过于较真了？

07总结和08展望似乎被我写成了《奋斗》批判录了，既然总结成这样了，那就勉强展望一下吧：

未来2-3年对于我非常重要，姐姐有全套计划要实现，愿老天，先祖，爱我的兄弟姐妹们一起为我祝福吧，你好我好大家好，大家好才是真的好！